07 - 08 Sept

get last warning from sir. and will be the last chance and No way to failure again.

we join the barner competition, and in our class's coorperation, we did finish it in whole evening.
last photo snaped :



and today, i forgive Shirley's apologize, thanks god that she realise what she did before to me. with the same situation she had, and she knew what the loneliness i had before.
along this childhood, I don't have any truth friend,so i get time to lonely. Without MONEY$$$ no one will shake my hand and bring me out.
SO now, i hope she is getting mature to think that way, to celebrate his Sweet 16 tomorrow.

this afternoon, we operate frogs struture, kindaa weird, but true small organ inside help us to breath,regulate, everything daily life we do, wonder what inside the human structure look like animal too?! lol
how amazing it. haha
and we give a special GRAVE for our Froggy.
i love this class, and i should getting on to the real life.don't wish to kick out of this class, the amongest the best.

Pressure push you up, handle it with your own hand.

have no idea to my ACER CPU, what the hack of hardware wrong in it.
perhaps with this i can fix my mind to focus on my study.

i wishes to have new phone, intro me some modal leeh..

bought and lost

i bought alot of stuff to equip the old one.

I'm kinda fat, hard to get a beautiful cloth.

I can shop alone within my money, i won't need any guys to force e around, blablabla.

however I'm not pretty much, but i like the way i dress, the way i talk, the way i drank.

who really cares? its my life, and you are the judges? i don't think so.

well, i am not rich like you do, but the think I have now its good enough.
blablablablablablablablablabla, talk too much. let see these stuff:

• Bum Equipment
• Vincci
• some cloth for sure

the bad thing, my brother lost my phone, so get a long time again not holding phone, may a week? a month? a year?

never mind, no one will text me as soon,

I was forgotten by THEM. no one wishes me to life on, so i live myself to happy, and face the stairs to downward.

perhaps I didn't appear in your Guss life, it could be better.

damm

my school almost get H1N1 , this news was sebar twice leh.
thanks god, that news just a fake.

and I realise that i have lost alot of things,include my own boyfriend,best friends,money, family relation, my academic and etc.
what a damn think ever i had lost all of this im a sudden.
and DWEN, WHERE BEEN YOU GO? i lost contact with him far 2month ago.
dad, mom, im sorry, u make me run away.
report card? i sure Sudden DEAD AGAIN.
I have to cut down all things for my future?!

If necessary, perhaps i was influenced by H1N1. to leave all things here NOW!
God, perhaps give me power to face alll the prob here. T_T

零鸡蛋

20 July 2009 :
duuh, my hand. suffer to repeat the 1000 of sentence in a day.
but, im just finish about 500, and past up, i will send another half tomorrow,
hope sir accept my work. T_T
and other also include, they just do hundred, and our?
nonono, extra ZERO, so meant i gve Sir a EGG right?

零鸡蛋

we really make Sir mad exactly late from early year till now,
its also our fool, but we try to be perfect already,
your word really stick in my mind,
lead us to the excellent.
Hopely I can do other subject like physic do, the way we get note, exersice and quiz is bestest way to memorize the theory.
perhaps i'm strat to reading some to increase my langugue, i won't my 3 main langugue fall out there.

Big suprise

Count Down
*************************************
Phone :
Midnight: Morning : Met:
1st : Dwen : Eddy Bidut! lola, shella, momi, ahui, olgah,dann n tuuut.
2nd : Mike : Ollrich
3rd : Eva : Park
4th : Chun balabak.

Facebook user :
1st : Chansellor Prescott
Fioline Chang , Abraham Dail Sintia
Leonna Dail Sintia , Emmanuel Chong

sa tgu2 org call, tau2, disappear c kwan pgl sa Busku! baiklah, ribuan terima kasih kekasih abang pendekku.

i missed to training today, and they gave me a suprise, god! dwen coming with a birthday cake! awesome! i can't believe it! its really sweet dear. he gift me a pink Mp3, sang a bufday song, cut cake and eat! yyay, he really the sweetest guy i ever met. i could not to lose him, but the......
its hard to say everthing, you know the feeling doesn't change how ever time gone...
I'll try to love, and lied myself, he is only one on my life?!

15 - 20 june

Monday:

Camping postpone to after Sukan.

Tuesday:

my brothers teeth be mature! he found his teeth get a new one to grew up,
congrate how, mkn la bubur.
but the new surgery sarjana was succk!
how can a doctor didn't gave a good service! too slow! we the 1st customer tat day i think also wait so long like hell in hospital. blablabla.



Thursday:

damm, 1st morning i wake up early. my daily exercise physic increase to 4?! sir didn't right my book i send up b4, and also i decided not to hand up coz im kindaa late to school.



Friday:

get a worst result, i got last just because i Failed 3 subject?!
perhaps chinese can cover it of without taking malay.



Saturday:
meeting and practical Pc.
then training.

i found my last year picture in senpai Rex :

tomorrow : happy 1st anniversary of join karate to myself

I LOve Wishes, perhaps i got present tomorrow. <3>

cheers up.

BANG HERE!

well, I do AGAIN the false thing in physic class.
I'm kinda late send my homework before 6.40am,
tia pandai on time pya badul.
I have no idea fer that, so Sir Ignore Me from classes.
So its mean can't enter your next class?

I can say I'm the laziness from all of them, So me always been the Number 1 from LAST! But Nobody is perfect, We can't even catch up your law in the shortest time, we need time to change. Can give our a change?

well yours laws was guild all ex-student to the top.
the way you strict was painful to them, make them find the way to success.
you just care your experience is good enough.
And even don't want listen fer our a single of word. apatah g d reason?!


My book been threw away to outside,
Fuckin stress why was I think about to enter science stream before?
Could him accept my apologize, I can't promise that I won't do again, But keep trying okay.

Goodbye my Pc. I thick I should left you NOW.
No more online, no more surfing! , no more activity?!hell yeah.

PLEASE CONCENTRATES TO YOUR STUDY.

YOU not a kid anymore, to be mature, set up your mind,
don't waste too much on such things.
and make a better time table, although the time table doesn't work, but
PLEASE make up your mind to do so,
PLEASE arrange your time!
You can do everything as ur normal life back, just consist the timing!!!
TOLONG LAAH CHI! ko makin teruk o0! sdala ko mo sweet16! xlayak btl ko ni!

well, others subject is same too. u NO MORE relax fer you.
I hate myself began worst in any aspect.
Luck was not help you again, Hand to God is FALSE!

YOU MUST STRUGGLE YOURSELF TO DO THE RIGHT WAY!!!
FOCUS BEBEH!

Don't be abandon till the end, the life must go on.
So plssssssssssssssssssssss! T_T ~TIME always there fer you!

OBVIOUSLY this post are not work FER SURE,
but Remember that!
YOU WILL GET THE "REWARDS" soon. So pls do it!

TIME IS GOLD.

I think i should going to library everyday after school, am i so lazy at home, so this the way to solve right?
Thanks fer new student Juhaini invited me too, we could discuss all subject with each other. exchange knowledge and so on.
TIME TABLE is the one to arrange the laziness away? I should have 1,and follow properly? could I? to success in your own dream, YOU MUST Chi!

Computer + online + surfing + public community + Games
I should throw it away this attitude slowly, or fix it to weekend maybe?

but Its hard while a pc was front your eye everyday, you can left down everything to press the keyboard face to monitor~ LCD whole time till you checkout what THEY DO.
The times just waste away like now I did. its happen everyday.
I have a cool Quotes fer youh guys today :

365 Days NOT enough for Students To Study‏

It's not the fault of student if
he/she FAILS because the year ONLY
has 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday.

How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
' How can a student PASS ?????'

*Please pass this on and you will have good luck for your
examinations through out your life studying =)

pick on:

http://www.facebook.com/pages/I-HATE-EXAMS/30955092839?ref=mf

enlarge picture to investigate.
Okay guys, enjoy?
MATHS TIME :
So HOW did you use the time?

HAD YOU EVER THINK WHY WAS?
why every year just 12 months?
why every year just 365 days?
why every month just 30 days?
why every month just 4 weeks?
why everyday just 24 hours a day?
why every hour just 60 minute?
why every hour just 3600 second?
why every minute just 60 second?
why every second correct to 0.10?

could gimmie a truth answer?
So your are opposite to noob.

9th CnY

oh report report homework homework,

i have no more time to finish these thing right now. BIO

I have to goes Grandma's house fer Pai Tian Gung tonight!
Held this party every year like we did here, glad that just we having this festival at home, and everyone is coming too celebrate here. and our Red Pocket Money AnG Pau extra income?! xD

Damn mom didn't want the family dinner, and ask us to dinner 1st at home, baru buli p g. haish! I wanna eat my grandma hands cooking's dishes. I miss youuh Mama! how disappointed can't be along travel to taiwan last time. Auntie Amoi, pls stop talk bout the journey. T_T How Mama upset that we didn't come to dinner and my little sibling come and don't even say "Gong Xi Fa Cai" and Hi fer her when arrived there.But she totally busy right? Bluur~

We having "Mercy Time" in Boom Boom Boom,how many time we Boom,the neighbour's car alarm rang lots time. xD then watching Initial-D while raining. Tgu dorg men Judi. talk over the wall all said blablabla. Meet Mei,Jie,Sia kie, Yong²,aking,Achun,Stanley and whole family together Counting Clock To 2359. 321!
all going to pray with own wishes, hope all of our family always health out off Virus! yay~ i think this wishes is good enough fer all, and dad and grandma and you you you Chang Ming Bai Sui. Keong also having UPSR this year, hope he will be have a good result with flying colour especially malay and better and ME! Go, think bout ur future, don't too lazy like pig. and other all wishes went out from my deep of heart. *secret.ogh yeah, last hope my S.A will show the real Valentine this year. xD

the Gold Lotus burned.
So given the 1st time mission this year is fired the Long Mercy,
yay~ this time let me do this!! public ready to watch this!
*pubpubpubpubpubbupbupbup BOOM!
FIRECRACKER SHOW TIME!

Sau Zhu Caremony end, and we enjoy the dishes and Mee Sua.
owww~ anyway this year not many ppl like they though but The family stick together once a year is better.

1st Chinese New Year

Chu Xi:
like usually I'm stay at home,
Mj gimmie a call, guess what? she in Ranau alone while waiting fer his darling tty, she ask me to be with her. having long talk with her, then g jlan² but its rainny! urggh! annoying niamadade
So I'm not going to training, OPS! forget invite them to house. xD
My family reunion was nothing at all this year, cause my grandma is travel to somewhere i should be with her, but there are too many thing to avoid me to such mom not allow me, dad was sick, and ect. Oh Passport Oh Visa! hell, stop think bout it, you have more chance to travel next time.
We having dinner, (MeeShua) ordered from my mom's hometown,sarawak. Yumm~ but the soup too cukup rasa,kick abis! sakit perut ni last² smua. haha! So tidur awal~ didn't count down with mercy time, all tired liao after having massage from BoY.

1st CnY:
I'm fuckin tired to prepare all the food and all, but no one is coming, hiayaa~ So maybe tomorrow laah.. Just deadie and Firah come in a couple of second, after lunch trus dorg kc tggal arh p tpt kelvin. syla keep calling to take them, so no idea to let them stay. But very appriaciate them! ily<3 style="font-size:85%;"> mom told that want to Temple pray 1st, so i didn't join. check check. jam3 bru dorg p g arh, gila pya hujan!
Then I join them after pray. G Sessy's house. weeee~ long time no see. So tomorrow g rmah kitty then mine. :] Wuiih, jumpa dorg c kid& gaban! pemain singa o0!

we play firecracker together with all kids. ~
Then home with lit reunion? just 9 of us, bro rico, gayup,abby,apik,ollrich,firah,lola,sylla and me.
turn by turn drunk wine, obviously sa lah paling xpdai minum, be a "udang merah"? haha! idk, they call that every time i drunk.
Beloved Bro rico be away from me again, byee~ p lah ko sgpore. l8 inform if camping soon,dun worry.we need your to be our good senior? and abby? ilp? walalala~ oh sayonara~

So lastly, I wishes to be a good girl and no more thing goes worst happen.
by my own attidude, uruslah masa gengan lebih berfaedah bitch! time table use properly yoy!
all is in memory, never been eresed, just let it be our pass. ilysmBeaakaA.D.S<3

Welcome World 2009

Happy New Year 2009

Let's we start with all new point and direct to ensure our life for.
The New Special Year is the part of our life, so let's choose the good way to live Longevity,Prosperity & Happiness whole new year.
Human wouldn't live with No direction and will be boring whole years. Let's count down and make a new start for this 2009!5 4 3 2 1 0000: Happy New Year 2009!

And I wanna filled&remind back what was I do last Year :

• BREAK with who the drugs, &left you away a far away place.
• Start a new relationship with shortay.Hard to enter your world you know.
• aDrunkBigHotParty
• Almost lost my best friend with some annoying stuff! *HolyShit!
• Have a fight with family,*tears.
  
• Pmr result was suck btw, but get it up and face to it next year! you'll do it!
• I chilling somebody, and I love those activity. and avoid it if the things goes worse soon.
• I'm the Tim.Chairman Of the PBSM and Photography f&Document Of 2009
• lots admire denied, I'm sorry guys! The Friendship is the most I care than a real Boyfriend, there are no way to worried about.
• Till the end of years, We sing together in temple,count down,bath in god's water to all siblings,friend,family. The biggest enjoying time of every Year!

And New Year! I'm Gonna Do It and wishes in 11:11 midnight over the shinny Star :

All the thing on Me I Want To all is :
NEW NEW NEW
New Phone New Camera New Mp3 New Pc New New Speaker New Room New Bag New Stuff New Shoes New High Hill New Fashion New Perfume New Makeup New Ppl New Guys New Girl New Friend New Buddy New Cloth New Sexual New Result New Relationship New Drunk New New Life!!!
New New New: ]

31/12: Go Jackner's house celebrate, Carol's took me adrive.Then count down without fireworks. T_T But the Bathing Ape In Heaven was FUN!