11/12/2008:

11/12 :
GOD! im just wake up today, and i went to toilet. My STOMACHACHE come again, gosshh. I feel like fckinshit over my haedache, and find somewhere else to claim&sit down.
I went to bed,but unfornutely I have no power to have a walk. and I felt down in living room.
THIS the fourth time I felt down(pitam) since I was 14, and I have no idea to it. Maybe didnt have enough breakfast?Not enough blood? Ohmg! I dunno all bout that! dammm! Who can tell me what happen to me? and mom said will be send me to specialist centre to check my whole body soon, so what the time it is? Are me really strong enof to be stonger? God! Help me pls, maybe the answer will be knowen soon. T_T
Fortunately, I waken just for around 5min, I donno, but I feel my cheek so hurt, and got a scar there. have I miss something? and I awake by myself, mom didn't saw me and busy to work. My mom was in shocked, know me felt down, and she ask me to have a rest and off day. oucch! it really sick!

and I wake up bout afternoon, parents ask me to have lunch,but i dun hav any selera, just follow looh. nti mreka blablabla lgi!
naaaaaaaaah, gimmie rest? hell damm! I want to sleep, but, go to work! NOW! so i bath and get ready, she didn't have patient&sabar to wait me.Mom : "half of hour aso can't prepare urself,u'r really began bad." Ohh shut up!
Coz everything I do, dun even said okay just say LATER! that my sikap, swt! Hope i can change it as my newest wishes in new year soon.